Thinking...

Being pregnant and being almost 40 has me thinking a lot lately.  I have four grand children.  Three of them are technically "step" grandchildren but we treat all the same.  Am I ready to be a mom again and not just Nana to a wee one?  

I don't like one aspect of this pregnancy at all.  I can not take my depression meds.  It is a low dose but it is enough to ward off symptoms.  So, I am a hormonal depressed mess.  My temper is so short I would be considered fuseless to all.